Rlopez10

Mucky-roundy things I do in Fireworks 8 on the computer seem to inevitably end up here and I still update my YouTube page -- I guess I wanted to just say I am in fact still active! Just ... not so much here I guess.
Doing okay on this end.
How's everyone going?

I didn't pass my unit at uni.
My ONE damn unit.
ONE unit.

Maybe it's not the place for me...

Seriously, I can't handle a SINGLE unit when there are people out there studying full-time?

Apparently I got granted a supplementary exam for some reason, I guess I was close enough to almost passing...
So I'll probably take that and see what happens -- it's in late January as far as I know.

This doesn't really help; university already makes me anxious.

Oh well, what the hell.

Haven't used this journal-mah-jiggy thing in a while.  Bit strange to use this again.  I have notes and thoughts and jotted down things and tried to sort through random emotional guff and events and other miscellany spread over a few places; I have a small pocket-sized Rhodia notepad, a blue A5ish hardcover journal, several pieces of paper with little musings, a WorkFlowy page, a Twitter account and then there's my YouTube... (I don't know where all these plugs came from I thought the point of this exercise was to let thoughts out)

Starting university (college) this year. Enrolment things this week. Daunting? Yes. Not exactly sure why. I think it might be compounding anxieties as well (living alone more, house situation up in the air, budgeting, probably having to leave my job, starting uni, life moving along...). I figure it'll be okay. But saying that to myself doesn't exactly make myself feel any better instantly or otherwise. I feel like I should just roll with it... Starting a new school daunted the hell out of me too but that's all water-under-the-bridge now I guess.

In the end I guess it just is what it is.

I have these ideas for hand-drawn Inception fan-poster movie art or whatever, but I *know* I'm not skilled enough to output them what I'd want them to look like; I might flesh out some ideas and plop them into the scrapbook so I can at least remember them without taking up space in the brain (where they'd eventually probably get forgotten about anyway).

Oh, and go see Inception if you have the chance, actually.

Mum got proposed to.
By her new boyfriend.
Who isn't dad.
(obviously)
I, uh...